Jun 25, 2009


Ok, I'm trying to breathe, but I'm freaking out!! We have just scheduled our next doctor's appointment to find out Jesse's results. I am already panicking. I am sooooo scared. I am so praying that our results have improved. I don't know if I can take it if they have stayed the same or have gotten worse.

I know there is nothing we can do at this point, but I am going to be praying my butt off. I am so nervous and scared. I just don't understand why there has to be this horrible thing called infertility. Why do we have to go through this? Why does it have to hurt so much? Isn't having a baby supposed to be one of the most natural things two people can do?

Oh friends, I need your help. I'm falling apart!! And I feel AF coming. Why, why, why??

Dear Lord,
Please look over Jesse and me. We need your strength, wisdom and peace. Please allow us to stay calm during the next week. I know that whatever happens is all in Your hands. Please give me strength, I need it. I am already falling apart!! I love You. Amen


just me, dawn said...

Michelle, you can do this. hang strong. my wonderful husband would say, whatever the result, we can get through this. While I am praying for a great result, no matter what you will be able to get through this with god's help....hoping that brings you some peace.

Christina said...

praying for you both!!! Good results good results good results good results good results!

Meant to be a mom said...

Michelle, I believe in power in prayer and I promise I will be praying for you and your hubby. I don't know what the results will be but I can pray and pray about it like you and we can all hope for the very best.
Thinking of you guys!!!

Jules said...

Michelle, I am praying for you non-stop. Just keep your faith. God will carry you through this. I am a HUGE believer in the power of prayer. My brother was shot in the head four years ago while over seas in the army. Our family was told he would die. Then we were told he would be blind, death and would never speak again or walk. Today my brother is married, happy, living a normal life, playing golf daily (he was a golf pro before the army), and is a true testament to how much God loves us and will heal us with faith. Just keep faith and stay positive, and know that we are all here for you when needed.


Ashley said...

MIchelle, you are in my prayers!! I'm hoping that all goes well. I"m not sure why we have to go through this. I do know that it makes us stronger woman and I'm betting it will make us better mothers;) ((HUGSS)

caitsmom said...

Sending lots of of love and hopes for the news you deserve. Thanks for visiting my blog. I feel bad that the post was so focused on bereavement and baby loss, because I know that those who struggle with IF feel as real a loss as I do. Peace.

Dagny said...

Hang in there dude.

You can do this.


MAK-now said...

Keep your head up and your hopes high!!

{{ HUGS }}

Anita said...

I'm so glad that you found my blog & thanks for the comment.

Don't we all wish that we had the answers to all of those "why's". I hope that your news will be good & will be thinking of you~good luck!

twondra said...

Thinking and praying for you sweetie!

Kymberli said...

I'm keeping you both in my prayers. Hugs to you.

Carrie27 said...

No matter where anyone is in the struggle of infertility the questions still surround you. Unfortunately, I have not found any answers or understand any more then the next infertile.

I hope the two of you hear great news next week.

Megan said...

I have had all of these feelings so many times!! I still do.

Praying for good results for you guys!!

Erika said...

Thanks for stopping by my blog :) Happy ICLW. I too love the community here, and couldn't do it without them! I'm praying for you to have the strength to get through this, good luck and hoping for good results!


Melissa G said...

Ugh, waiting for tests results is never easy. I know I'm a little late on this, so I hope you are feeling better now. Hang in there. Whatever the outcome, you will get through it. I promise!

You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.