So Sorry!

Hi guys. I feel like it's been ages. But honestly I was having a hard time with the blogger world. Feeling sorry for myself when everyone else was having such great, wonderful moments, wondering if I would ever get there. Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy and excited for all of my friends who are pregnant, or have their little buddles of joy already. But, it was like I had reached a breaking point and I just couldn't deal. Please don't be offended by that. I think most IF women go through this at some point, but this bout seemed to last a little longer.

It didn't help that last Wednesday my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. Even as I type those words, I still can't believe it. My mom has breast cancer. That's so scary. She went to the doctor on Monday and another doctor yesterday. The first doctor said that it is NOT the aggressive form, it's small, no chemo, radiation for 6 weeks, lumpectomy... This is all so scary to me. I'm trying to be positive for her, but it's scary. Truly scary. That's the only word to describe it. Please if you could, keep my mom in your prayers that she will be fine. I would appreciate it.

I'll write more later, I was just breaking myself back in. I've missed you guys and hope you understand why I've been MIA. LOVE YOU!!!

An AWESOME Giveaway

Thanks to Kelli, I found this site, Chapters. Amy at Chapters is doing an awesome giveaway. Check it out!!!

THANKS KELLI and of course, AMY!!!

Feeling Better and AN AWARD!!! :)

Thanks to my great friends BB and Courtney for both awarding me with this beautiful award. I really needed this girls. It truly amazes me how close a bond we all share when most of us have never ever met. (Although I'm very geeked to finally meet in person one of my blog girls!!! :) Both girls are awaiting some news soon and I'm sure could use some of your love!

The rules of the "One Lovely Blog Award" are:
Accept the award, post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award, and his or her blog link. Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve newly discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.

And now the award goes to… Some of you are new, but some of you are oldies that I just love! :)

1All Things Griffin
2Isn't TTC Supposed to be Fun?
3The Borg's Blog
4Baby? Yes, Please
5Think (+) Positive
6Making Me a Mom
7Faith, Hope and Poop?
8The Pitter-Patter
9Just Another Infertility Blog
10Everyday Blessings
11Journey through Infertility Jungle
12Chasing that Dream
13Once Upon a Time
14My Talented Cousin!
15Waiting on a Miracle through the journey of Adoption

So I am doing a lot better and feel like I've come to a better understanding. Jesse and I have been doing a lot of soul searching and I think we know what decision we are going to make, but still need some time.

Thanks for all your support, caring comments and love. I am truly blessed. I love you guys!