tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5192817558099362815.post7168563161901688666..comments2022-11-16T03:41:32.800-05:00Comments on Every Day is a Winding Road: Take It...Just Take It!Michellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09844628649367494052noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5192817558099362815.post-89317578567629597402011-02-10T21:39:26.680-05:002011-02-10T21:39:26.680-05:00What a beautiful, honest prayer~ thanks for sharin...What a beautiful, honest prayer~ thanks for sharing! God will honor that.Ashleyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10826913919163707391noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5192817558099362815.post-42135192981723678152011-02-10T10:44:38.663-05:002011-02-10T10:44:38.663-05:00Thank you for sharing that prayer Michelle, they a...Thank you for sharing that prayer Michelle, they are the words of my heart as well. I need to repeat them more, its hard to not fall into a state of frozen bitterness, and I don't want that. Thank you for sharing your courage to give it all over to God.Rebekahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09523681199303747316noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5192817558099362815.post-30638731975115740022011-02-09T22:07:59.447-05:002011-02-09T22:07:59.447-05:00Oh Michelle, I've been there! I was such a mes...Oh Michelle, I've been there! I was such a mess. God finally brought me to the alter when I heard a sermon. The preacher said that we put up yellow caution tape in our lives. We tell God, "You can do whatever you want with our lives! But if you cross this line, it will just be too far. Here are your boundries." I was sobbing at the alter when I realized that was ME! I had put up caution tape that said "God, you can do what you want with my life, but you must give me children. That is just a given. If you cross that line and choose to make me struggle, then that is just too far. You don't make most people struggle!" I heard God plan as day say "What if I want to get the glory? What if it's not about you? What if I have a different and bigger plan?" I was so broken and prayed a prayer so similar to yours. I held out my hands (literally) and gave God my family. And my "womb". And my ideas of what my life would be like.<br /><br />And then the next day I did it again. And the next day I did it again...and so on until it was a few days until I needed to do it again. Then a few weeks. It has been a year and a half and I still need to do it on occation.<br /><br />I promise you that it gets better, but you must go through the grieving process and allow yourself to fully feel your loss and morn it. Don't rush yourself through it.Alexishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10526997768171577201noreply@blogger.com